i dont know right nowballad letter i sat and read. the letter i read was about my lover was dead. my heart started to numb and tingle with every word. i almost just dropped the letter, tears fell from concern..i dont know right now
the phone rang, my heart just sank.. the feeling in me just kind of spilled. she died so I just might as well be killed. phone was useless probably just a prank.
listening to the world spin. as i sit there and try to grin. but i can't there is nothing but tears. no one to hold now or even to look and see in the morning. i'll lay alone in my bed, and lay there hurting.. &n
pieced together memoryindefinite emotionspieced together memory
shine through my broken soul like the sun through a shattered window peering through the cracks the light goes in every direction (all of them) except the way i want it to go it somehow avoids you
(and you alone) it casts you into the shadows while thoughts of everything else are
basking in the emotional illumination the light which was meant for you i try to bend these vague rays of hope but they are far too strong for broken, shattered me
and even when my mind stumbles
upon a piece of you
buried in the
MoonGoddesssimply untitled.give me a reason to bleed i don't want it to be just me give me a reason to die i want to go, i'm dead inside i just need a push to help me fall away and you always made me fall so well cause you pushed me so damn hard for so long i don't remember how it feels to be on my own two feet anymore the ground has become my home hard, solid, cold but i lack the motivation to get up when i know you'll just make me fall again so here i shall remain bleeding for you, dying for you and you fail to see me and go one with your pefect life, your perfect love yousimply untitled.
..BoRiNg..
i hope tomorrow is better i have so much h/w but im not in the mood to do it
it went by soo fast for me,already next year im gonna be in grade 10 its so weird. anywayz i just felt like changing my journal so i'll go now....Byeeee
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luv stacy
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*The Only thing in Life that's promised is Death. So if you get to Play this game of Life, appreciate Each Day
**Read Franchesca Lia Block
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